Erase

I feel you spooning me
I wonder where you are tonight
I dream that you can still smell me
and I cry all I miss
try to feel proud
for leaving
All the consequences
pictures on the wall
framed
explained
I get better at faking
everything is fine
my diagnosis
what I feel
is so real
You. Here lingering
and your mouth to mine
I rip my shirt
wanting
curving my spine
showing you my
perfect breasts
I try too hard
to erase
but it doens't matter
you will always be
part of all I've ever
loved