Nothing

I've been thinking of you for days
About your touch, your lips, your ways
your dimply smile lights up your face
I remember listening over and over again to "Grace"
and the smell in the bathroom after your shower
you were always late by about an hour
your energy so high and perfectly mature
making everyone believe everything is happy and secure
Fear burning in your neatly painted hazel eyes
I'm the only one who can see the coolness in disguise
The one who buried you inside so deep
who will forever long for your safe body heat
I think about this great man you'll be
how it will mean nothing without me