Last Opening Show

So things are back to normal
The cold resuscitates between
my love and you
You, so blue, parked in the quick sand
of your self inflicted doom, so blue
Replacing golden refuges within all my beauty
for silver moons of loneliness in an unfurnished home
for steel glory to celebrate on your own
These images help me write
a then and a now when I'm blind
making up touch in my lost precious mine
where our diamonds are buried in time

I want to reach for your hand
I should want to reach for someone else's hand
actually
but you wont let me

You cultivate a blur
You never feel as much as before
or as ever
I feel you wanting to get away quicker
don't worry, Ill make it easier
Make up your mind for you
like Amy Lee did
Cant wait for you as my feeling rise stronger
The mistake I do regret sometimes
But at least I know
Not to let you peel me any longer

Things are back to normal
My angel lips
will not call out your name
That was
Our last goodbye

I am Portman
You: Law
The moment I will walk away is
Closer and Closer
I will whisper what she said
Just like in that movie I once saw

Back to normal, now
among the streets of New York
Strolling like just another face in the crowd
that's where you wish Id be
So you can pick me out
like in the Matrix
You think you can, you think you can catch me
Though you are so small
And I am Holy Trinity
I wont fall
I know Id die for you
Like she did on parts two and three
But you wont be able to revive
all that you let go
Because I'd die
With your seed left inside me

I hope you've enjoyed your last cowardly performance
because this is my last hit
the last bit of me you deserved
my last opening show
not even close to my last breath
but, certainly, my last skit