Unrefined

Engroped in the memories that lingered
The year where I didn't even see
Learning I can't leave this all behind
with so much to say but so sick of lies
Inspiration died
at the mouth of a love denied and blind
My pen is weak where I stroke the pages
Like in life where I breathe a smokey sigh
taste the salty tears where my soul
is so tired to hold them inside
I listen with all my days as a testament
making up laws to believe in these sounds
of where I'm supposed to move on to
I'm screaming in pain from what is left of me
to make out with someone else's burning
to lift a hand to my lips yearning
I can make someone a man again
so I can fill the lesser person
awake to so many demands
Too long I lend my soul to that man
Too long walking without taking a stand
to better this life in me
to live the life invested in the dreams I am free