Unwelcome Sunrise

I circle into a transit
So sweet as I bend into its turns
The asphalt breaching me unholy
As I follow the road

I mean to love him
But I walk the tracks alone
I look towards the sunset in my horizon
The unreachable rest

Follow me and dance
Holding my eyes drunk in yours,
Feather me and lead the way
Laughing fearless into my soft caress

Pin my leg down so I don't run
Chase my footsteps into solid ground
Take me to bed
Undress my wholesome breasts

Cheer me on and lay inside me
Till dawn, the ever imminent dawn
Say you need me in gasp of day
The break of it so oblong

When it's you laying soundless
Tangled in my mesh of long hair
I smile as the moment presents itself
This imagery, a background I read about

I tasted this before, I know
Long ago
I wrapped my legs around you
And took you into my pleasure cone

Inhibitions filled my skies
It was all I needed to feel alive
Again
Inside

Inside my needy heavy hugs
My empty hopes to love
I mean to love him
But it's not enough, I walk alone

Towards unreachable rest
Marching into twilight
Where my eyes will blink
And we will be just such good friends

Once again
After a carnal blissful night
The unwelcome sunrise
Silently arrives