Resurrection

A spoken truth, I can't put out the sign
when he lies inside me and it fits so perfectly
I drink all that I wish this could lead me
keep it all under secret because it might die
if I let it be known, there's no need to cry

no matter, no more, he is the shore
I forgot I was looking for
for now, I live it and rest in it
deeply I let it dig at this woman
deeply in the sand of all that I could want
or dream again, to win back my faith in the end

I let him, I want him to, I long hesitantly
I involve my body along his lines
I give my curves to be sculpted into the shapes
his eyes imagined before even sucking at them
I bend so he can look me in the eye and crumble

A child in a face of strength
Rough hands from working so hard all the time
natural man's scent but surprisingly smooth skin
he doesn't let me win and keeps thrusting within
after every inch has already been taken by sin

committed once and not denied
I allow myself this beauty at my side
A being so willing to be mine
what did I do to deserve his undying wishes
to include me in all the goodness he carries inside

Maybe he is blind
or God realized it's about time I lived again after I died
resurrection at it's best price
a sweetness I can never again find
to let my love flourish and this blessing be my guide